my first day of school got me thinking...



 if i ever will meet people like this again. or did my time came and gone too soon. i wish so much for less distance, or a map so small that i can trace my fingers in a circular motion that leads me to you, you have no idea how often i feel the heart pain. lets see how day 2 of school goes. Maybe i just need someones leg over mine tonight.


i'll mail you soon B, just to chat. :(

Everyone is asking me why dont you, Sann? The thing is i dont know but why, Everyone? 

in a day or two or three i start school. Ive lost track of everything, and when the world is sleeping i am sneaking behind the sheets playing saving private ryan. After months of trying to entangle the demands of life, i realized ive done nothing  much to ease the complication. okay, most nights i am so happy i even thank the universe more than 3 times a day. on  the unfortunate others, i go to bed with salt in my eyes. Angry at the things ive lost and the unfairness of realitiy. I have been sleeping next to B for the last few days, I am happy and safe in such presence, sleeping when the sun hit the sheets. I cant believe everyone is fucking off just like that and its even before i can finish the verse of "im leaving on a ...